When the waves started crashing and the cracks started showing

My face is swollen from crying.

My entire body hurts from trauma after trauma the past two weeks.

If things come in threes, I think I’ve definitely hit that mark.

I’ve been confronted with 3 things very recently that have all been some variation of “worst case scenarios” for me.

Also, I’m an introvert with exactly zero time to process on my own because I have two small children who a) have no concept of quiet time and b) need people to recharge.

Guess what - this situation isn’t great for them either because as much as we like to joke about all my personalities, I’m one person.

And they are starved for human interaction with someone other than me. Poor lil guys.

And I know I’m not alone in this.

Things are hard for a lot of people right now.

I say all this to say : 2020 has been a major up level for me.

I’ve grown so much.

I’ve learned so much.

I’ve taught so much.

I’ve made more money in my business than any other year.

Because I keep showing up.

Because I’m consistent.

Because I’m open.

Because for the first time in my life, I TRUST myself.

So overall, my life is really REALLY good right now.

I’ve experienced excruciating pain and loss and fear and all the scary bad things over the course of the past two weeks.

But thankfully, I’m still here.

Living your best, most authentic life doesn’t guarantee that you will never experience pain.

And it definitely doesn’t soften the blow.

So for everyone right now who is experiencing massive shifts for the good of the collective: know that it’s normal that that comes with a period of mourning and whether that’s internal or external, it’s valid and you are not alone.

I’m gonna skip the pitch on this one because there’s no natural seg here.

You know where to find me if you’re looking to break through some of your own stuff with someone who’s not going to tell you if you just want it bad enough, it will show up and it will always be easy and it will never hurt. 💗💓