I guess when it comes down to it, the idea of competition is sort of irrelevant to me because I operate from a place where the ideal is everyone having what they need and what they want and understanding that when we are all in full alignment with ourselves, we’re never going to be competing for what someone else has.

So for me, I’m going to continue taking the time to pause and ask myself “But were they right?” and if the answer is “Yes.”, there is no “but…”. Just the opportunity to learn and expand. And with that, I’m almost positive I’m going to get force fed an “opportunity” for growth in the near future and I’m going to fucking hate it when I’m eating my words with a side of humble pie, but I’m gonna do anyway.

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