"Shine on diamond eyes"

There are those relationships that just are. The ones that require little work because they mean nothing, or sometimes require too much work because they mean nothing. There are the ones that are so filled with passion that the two involved often times can't stand the sight of each other, but bulldoze through it because the thought of anyone, anything else is unbearable. There are the ones like in the movies that make you want to yack, rare, but true, and often false. And then there are the ones that are just idle, just around until the one worth holding on to comes along; but at what cost?

I tend to shy away from relationships personally for the simple fact that I rarely find the ones worth sticking it out in, and the majority of the time that it does happen, it's for fear of the pain the other person will have to endure. It seems like a waste of time to stir up false emotions for a temporary high. Breathtaking at the time, but when in my case that time only lasts about a week or so, [two if you're a fan of Jason Vorhees.] you may find yourself wondering, "what's the point?".

As ridiculous as it sounds, I still somehow believe that there is that one person out there who will make me feel completely ridiculous all the time, not just in the first few weeks when you're still trying to impress each other. Somewhere out there, there's got to be someone who doesn't change, and is still the best thing that ever existed. The one that I don't have to be "proud" of because not one other person on the planet's opinion matters. The one who only sees me, and for whatever reason, thinks I'm the most beautiful thing that has ever come in to being. He'll say stupid little cute things, not because he's a sweet talker, but just because it happens. He'll do nice things for me because he wants to, rather than just to stay out of the dog house. But more importantly than all that, somehow, I'll just know, and none of those things will matter. I'll need no proof. It just will be.

THAT is when happy happens.